White Lights In the Darkest Hour, Volume 4

Living with multiple sclerosis since her early 30s, Jan Nelson has undergone multiple back surgeries and neck fusions. By the time she started physical therapy, her body felt stiff, fragile, […]

White Lights In the Darkest Hour, Volume 3

Her life began with adversity. Natasha’s father was absent, and she was born to a drug-addicted mother who abandoned her in the hospital. She was raised by her grandmother, a […]

White Lights In the Darkest Hour, Volume 2

Depression had a way of making time feel thick. ADHD pulled his thoughts in a hundred directions at once, none of them landing anywhere useful, until he found powerlifting. After […]

What Comes After the Diagnosis

roxy cowick

The first time Roxy Cowick told me about her cancer diagnosis, her voice didn’t crack. She didn’t dramatize it. She just said, “My world stopped for a moment, but then […]

It’s not as hard as you think… here’s how

You’ve been eyeing the squat rack. Maybe you’ve stumbled across some deadlift videos on Instagram. Maybe you’ve caught wind of someone benching more than you squat and thought maybe I […]

The Platform Is Her Stage

By the time Barbara chalks her hands and steps onto the platform, the work’s already been done. The glitter, the glam, the head-to-toe coordination—it’s not extra. It’s part of how […]